conflicted conflicted conflicted. am i doing what i want? is this where i wanna go? am i just making mistake after mistake? can this really just keep happening to me over and over again? apparently it can. ahhh!! what a headache. i guess i will just go with the flow and see what happens. it's amazing how many thoughts one can keep in our heads. and its particularly interesting how random those thoughts can be. just like this entry i suppose. oh well. time to hit the books again :D